Monday, September 02, 2002

god imagine now just before my very eyes my yahoo account got hacked twice ..i hate it , nothing stays private in this world ......
i really dont understand who will gain wat by accessing my account ..i coud understand when my accused to be hacked back then there but now ...who is it ?
hii ,
today me is very sad as i got the failure deamon from my friends account with a message that i m in their badlist ...i considered them to be my good friendz ...and you knohow i get hurt when i loose friends ........i hate to lose friends ..
they are so hard to get ..and if i loose them at this rate then i soon wont have a single person as my friend ....................
i m sad today ..i feel so lonely .

just few days back i was so happy to have so many friends ,i was on top of the world ....when all told me how much they miss me , how much they care for me ,how they all like me ....its bad today i m alone .i know its all my fault ..who told me to keep up such an attitude that too with new friends ......
stupid of me ....

hey i am even more sad i got my marks though its in double digit thats a real releif .....but still i have got somewhere in the lowest category in the whole class .............
lets see how things are gonna work out .....right i do hope fufture is pretty bright at least not as grey as past four years were i hope its colorful with all the colors of rainbow ...........................................

i m waiting for my future to unfold before my eyes like a dream come true ...
i beleive in miracles and i beleive in god , i trust my fate ...i kno life 's gonna be better after this ....or after the storm which had flooded my life for four years ..its gonna be over now ..bright days are ahead ....the sunshine filled days with fresh ness of morning dew with life as soft as bed of roses and orchids and lilies ........